I think that rain has a way of coming through me like a shower for the soul, that leads to an urge to write just about the most honest things in the moment.
Today is my day off from work and it has been raining hard the whole day. I woke up early to have breakfast with Papa and then I went back to bed; woke up an hour after and decided to watch the dvd I got yesterday. Friends with Benefits. I expected more of the movie, it was good but it wasn’t the best; though Mila Kunis sure was gorgeous and her eye make up totally was mesmerizing.
Anyhow. In between these lazing around under the covers, eating some microwaveable lunch and blended yogurt, I got phone call/s from work. On my day off.
I felt sick to my stomach and at the loneliest, I feel overworked with not much done as much as I wanted to get things done. The workplace is a mess and there’s so much pending to do, but time is scarce. There’s only so much you can do in 8 hours and one task takes about the whole day just because I never really had the people for it.
Is this what I want to do? No, of course not… But bills are piling and rent is due tomorrow. Sadly I am just realizing that tightening my belt and just managing my money should be the way to go. I have made a blog post a few weeks ago about the changes I wanted to do this March, and tomorrow’s the 1st. I believe now that timing is perfect, this rainy night overturned me.
This week I will start with my driving lessons, first with Papa. It’s not a luxury but a necessity to be able to; and it’s a step I need to make for me to go so much more and to achieve a lot.
Although I am giving up shopping for lent, I am actually setting a budget for myself from this day on too. I need to save up for bigger things like going back to school next year. :-)